Pathetic Me

 
 
 Wah! Felt like almost a month I didn't publish any post. Can see those spiderwebs here? XD Mian! (korea= sorry) Sebenarnya dah janji nak something kat sini ( dengan bff ) tpi x post pun lagi..why? I don't want to share because it's a very sad story *cry-cry*
 
So, what's the story? Wait a moment! nak tarik nafas jap... okay! Last monday, ade appointment dekat HUKM, ade medical checkup...And you know what happen?!! TARA!!! ade ramai pesakit!! kahkahkah wakenabeb! Tapi memang betul pun. Ramai yang amat ( name pun hospital mestilah rmi org yg sakit kat situ... ) Ianya amat menyedihkan, ade yg atuk nenek yg sakit tua..ade yg cacat..ade yg syndrom down betul x spelling tuh? ntahlah rase macam nak nangis jerk :'( bersyukur penyakit ni xdelaa seteruk semua tu
 
First of all, kenelah pergi buat pendaftaran for appointment right? Then, go to X-Ray. That is the most terrible thing that I must go through but what to do? Seriously x-ray tu menyusahkan!! kene bold kan untuk bagitahu betapa susahnya... Lepas tu tunggu giliran jumpa doktor...#bru prasan x ckp lagi sakit ape..x pyhlh ckp erk? peace (Y)
 
Dah jumpa doktor, nak tahu doktor cakap ape? argh!! I hate this part!! >,< Keadaan sy semakin teruk...maybe tak teruk sangat kot..ntahlah.. And there's two option : 1, don't do anything, just let it be, biar dia jadi lebih teruk. 2, operation, at least I can get back to normal. okay dah masuk bab operation, so teruk kot And my daddy's option is....? tereterereng (bunyi gendang okay? haha ) Of course it's operation. Who's parents like to watch their child's condition getting worst right? kalau orang gile lainlah citernye okay? wa!!! operation?!! rse mcm nk nangis jerk bukan rase kot, memang dah nangis kat hospital pown huhuhu Sy dah pecah rekod keluarga orang yg pertama lakukan operation *sobs-sobs* spe sanggup bce lgi angkat tangan!! pastu, pegang mouse korg and then click read more okay? nampak x? alaa kat bwh "thanks for reading :D " tuh.. left corner..nmpk x? nmpk kan..click laa kalau sanggup bace lagi..
 
 
I want share a lot more!! But, If I continue with this, until tomorrow i still can't get it done... Demi readers , sy sanggup hehe
 
okay, back to the story...dah bincang segala blablabla dengan doktor, adelaa beberape patient plak yang masuk... First patient, sy rse pelik sangat betul ker patient ni ade penyakit nieyh? Then, the doctor said, there's nothing to be worried, your condition is okay...blablabla *kan dah kata patient tu x mungkin ade penyakit nieyh* but, seriously I'm freaking jealous with the patient!! Allah dh tentukan segala-galanya, kita harus terima semua itu dengan redha...
 
Lepas tu, masuk plak patient yg dah buat operation. Yeah, we can see that the patient's walking is like a robot and I will be like that later... Muke dye pun pucat argh!! menakutkan!! bayangkan jer orang yg bru buat operation, macam tulah..
 
Disebabkan rasa risau, sy dan mama pergilah buat sesi temuramah kat patient tuh... she said: dah operation kalau x sakit tu peliklah kan..semua bergantung kat diri sendiri boleh tahan sakit ker tak.. sentiasa berfikiran positif.. jangan putus semangat lah .. solat pun x boleh solat macam biase, kene buat sambil baring ataupun gerakan mata bagi yang x dapat tahan sakit, sy rse nnti sy akan solat dengan gerakan mata kot huhu...jangan makan sembarangan kena pantang...
 
dh dengar semua tu, ape lagi terkezut mak nenek lah minah nie!! Dah lah bab2 tahan sakit nieyh, awal2 lagi dh menyerah kalah...macam mane nak experience sakit selepas operation. Ya Allah, takutnye.. Bab pantang? boleh jer hihi cume takut badan makin kurus lah.... Doktor kate: Kalau badan makin kurus lepas operation, rase sakit akan bertambah. ceh, perasan boleh kurus lah konon lalau dalam pantang kahkahkah XD
 
Anyway, kalau tak buat operation nie, nnti lagi teruk keadaannye..mcm2 sakit yg hrus ditempuhi. Operation nie pun tak boleh sesuka hati jer tangguh..itu yg daddy cepat jer stuju nk buat operation..Ya Allah, tambahkan lah semangat ku supaya ku dapat lepasi ujianmu ini Amin! ha!! lupe nk ckp... klw dh operation nie 6 minngu laa x leh g skola..and 6 bulan x leh bersukan/buat keje berat...
 
# Kepada readers di luar sana jagalah badan elok2 okay? sy amat bersyukur sbb dh perasan penyakit awal-awal.. P/s: rsenye nie bukan penyakit kot..ianya lebih kepada kecacatan...

Sincerely pathetic me,



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2 comments:

  1. dah habes bace worried sume, still, sakit ape ehhhh ? :)

    btw, gud luck in ur operation :)

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  2. @munirah thanks for reading :D x sgke ade gak yg snggop bce hehe..sakit ape? hmm sbnrnye sy ade mslh blakang hehe thanks for the courage ^^

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